Impian ku... Salah ke?

Salam. Konnichiwa.

Erm nak tanya korang lah kan? Salah ke kalau impian aku yang sebenar benarnya takder kaitan dengan nak berjaya dalam karier? Salah ke? Ye. Memang lah aku teringin nak kerja, experience semua tuh sendiri, but....tak mungkin aku nak buat itu selama lamanya. Kita hidup di dunia bukan untuk berseorangan, kan? Bak kata seseorang tuh, bermasyarakat lah. Ok. Not the point here. Kita mesti lah nak hidup berkeluarga, kan? Kadang kadang bila orang cakap, 'Ey. Kau ni baru umur ** dah nak gatal berkahwin dah? Kerja la dulu, buat duit banyak banyak.' Bukan orang lelaki ke yang patut buat semua tuh? Ok. Mungkin aku berfikiran kolot sikit tapi aku suka kalau aku duduk rumah or buat bisnes kat rumah yang boleh buatkan aku duduk rumah/dengan family most of the time. Tak ke lebih bahagia macam tuh? Ok. Tak semua orang setuju dengan statement aku nih. Yes, wakata. I understand. Sebab dunia lebih moden, perempuan boleh kerja, mestilah nak kerja kan? Cari duit banyak banyak or nak tampung pendapatan family. But...Kalau still tak de anak aku pun nak kerja jugak, belum kahwin, lagi la. Nak KERJA lah. Duduk rumah jadi suri rumah untuk mak ayah pun tak pe. Tak salah pun. Lagi bagus. Tak susahkan diri. Bangun, kemas rumah, masak, tidur. Ape yang susah? :) 


Maybe aku akan change my mind in the days to come, but let me, I beg you let me tell U guys ONE thing.
Selepas aku dah menemui jodoh aku, Insya-Allah, aku nak berhenti kerja and jaga anak anak aku. Salah tak? Tak kan? Kadang kadang anak anak kecil ni terlalu sensitif, macam aku dulu dulu. Mereka perlukan attention yang teramat lah berlebihan. Tak nak berjauhan langsung. Best lah anak macam tuh. Manja! Macam anak anak sedara aku. Comel comel belaka! Buatkan aku rasa aku sanggup lepaskan apa saja demi mereka. LOL. Macam ibu pulak. ngade! Sebab aku tak nak anak anak aku nanti terasa sunyi walaupun sesaat pun, aku tak nak diorang rasa tak disayangi walaupun sesaat, aku nak diorang membesar dengan penuh kasih sayang, dengan penuh sokongan. Aku tak nak bila diorang ada sports day ke hape ke, parents tak de. Alasan? It's such a small deal. Not worth it? Hello cik kak, cik abang? Those children are your kids, yang susah cik kak nak labour tuh sambil kadang kadang menangis, meraung. The children that kau kandungkan selama 9 months. Kau cakap small matter? Sometimes memang lah, anak anak yang baik ni pura pura faham, ok, my parents are busy, I shouldn't bother them with such small stuff. Tapi dalam hati dia? Siapa tahu? Kan? So, I think kalau aku betul betul nak get married, that is what I should aim for. Kerja? Memang lah best, but, can the happiness be compared to being with your loved ones. Kan?

Fantasy>>Character's Introduction:: Sons and Daughters of Kleins' Family

Full name: Ayumu Mika Klein
Nickname: Mika/Ayu
Age: 18 years old
Height: 164 cm
Weight: 53 kg
Eye color: Black with hints of red
Favourite color: Red, black, purple
Hobby: Reading comics, play the piano, play basketball, play video games
Favourite music: Classic music
Favourite activity: Day-dream
Favourite food: Yakisoba, ramen, steak, spaghetti, pizza
Favourite drinks: Coffee, hot chocolate, Coke and Pepsi
Appearance: Black tank-top, black leather jacket, short mini skirt with leggings, dark black high knee boots, dark, red beret hat, head phones hanging around her neck.
Motto: To be more than what we are today.


Full name: Rikuo Kei Klein
Nickname: Rikuo, no one calls him Kei, except for Ayumu because he doesn't allow it
Age: 18 years old
Height: 179 cm
Weight: 60 kg
Eye color: Black with hints of blue
Favourite color: Black, Dark blue, Purple
Hobby: Listening to rock/metal music, playing his guitar, sleeping, reading comics
Favourite music: Rock, Metal
Favourite activity: Stays in his room and listens to his music
Favourite food: Ramen, burger, steak and pizza
Favourite drinks: Coffee, Coke
Appearance: School uniform or, dark blue shirt, black leather jacket, long slender jeans, dark blue sneakers. Sometimes he would wear a dark blue beanie hat. Head phones hangs around his neck with i-pod attached to his belt.
Motto: Mysteries of my life, Is mine and mine alone


Full name: Miyuki Yui Klein
Age: 15 years old
Height: 144 cm
Weight: 43 kg
Eye color: Big, black eyes
Favourite color: Pink, purple, orange and white
Hobby: Watch romance movies, read romance novels, sewing
Favourite music: Ballad, romantic music
Favourite activity: Sewing or design a new outfit
Favourite food: Salad and salad only, Gotta watch my figure, y'know?
Favourite drink: Organic drinks, Don't wanna get a pimple!
Appearance: School uniform or, pink blouse with maroon jacket, brown mini skirt with a red belt, pink low knee boots, pink beret, with a red sling bag.
Motto: Music makes the world go round!


Full name: Kaoru Shinichi Klein
Age: 20 years old
Height: 190 cm
Weight: 68 kg
Eye color: Light turqoise blue
Favourite color: Blue, gold, black, purple, yellow, brown
Hobby: Reads newspapers, playing the violin, observing people's attitudes
Favourite music: Classical, Rachmaninoff First Movement
Favourite activity: Draws Aemi's picture, thinking about Aemi, looks at Aemi, daydreaming about Aemi
Favourite food: Spaghetti, pastry, steak, pizza, anything that is called food
Favourite drinks: Coffee, mineral water
Appearance: Have no fashion sense at all. Wears what he feels comfortable.
Motto: Always move forward and never dream about turning back time.

Christina Grimmie------A New Artist

Christina Grimmie is a new coming artist. She just debuted by performing an opening act for Selena Gomez's concert last year. She is an amazing singer. You should really check her out if you haven't. Give your love and support to Christina Grimmie.

Reasons Why I Love YamaPi...!!

So, as the titled clearly stated, why The Frickin heck do I daisuki YamaPi or his real name, Yamashita Tomohisa. Let's see...hurm..

NO. 1   !!!


He is totally KAWAII!!! Hontoo ga!!! Mite! Look!

NO. 2 >>>>>!!!!


Too SWEET!!!

Riko and Naoki in Buzzer Beat

Riko and Naoki in Buzzer Beat

Naoki a.k.a. YamaPi

NO. 3>>>>>>!!!!

HILARIOUS!!! XDD

He has lots of traits that really are cute...like when he's nervous...

Touches his nose...XDD...that is so sweet and very cute....very innocent looking....!!

LOVABLE by his SENPAIS...

SHOOO SHWEET!!!

HIS LAUGH...

HIS OICHIII!!!

HIS JOKES....

He is so lovable....his many traits are his assets in succeeding in the entertainment biz....

He is also very talented in music...his songs are amazing...and...he writes most of his songs on his own...SUGOI!!

Loveless-Yamashita Tomohisa

Oh, yea, he can also play piano and guitar....Amazing...

GOOD LUCK! YamaPi!!! LOVE YA'!

Yeke?

Ok. First of all. Aku tak suka diherdik sebab aku tak suka herdik orang. Ok? Kalau aku terlebih ngade, sorry for being too SENSITIVE. Bukan aku mintak pun, dah memang aku dilahirkan dengan perasaan yang terlebih ngade. SORRY to SAY. Kalau aku sendiri tak pernah nak tinggikan suara dengan kau, kau kenapa? Kau cakap bergurau. Mahu tak luluh jantung aku waktu tuh. Terkejut sebab kau herdik. Dah la kau buat muka serius bila aku ketawa kau buat bangang. And then, kau cakap kau gurau? Memang best lah. Ok. Fine. Aku memang kasar but I'm still a frickin girl. Aku bukan lesbian ke, pengkid ke. Never been one and never will be one! So, tolonglah. Jangan nak tinggikan suara kau dengan aku. Terasa doe. Walaupun selama ni aku susah nak terasa dengan orang. Kawan baik aku pun tak pernah. Sorry kalau entry aku ni ngade sangat tapi this is kenyataan. Cannot be changed.

THE END

No Frickin WAY!!!

Tak mungkin aku ada hati kat dia. Tak mungkin lah. No way in this frickin world I would ever have the heart to fall for a guy like him. Have I lost it? Seriously!!! Help???

Cha Chi Soo UiTM

Fuhh. Kat sini ada Cha Chi Soo UiTM OoOoOooo. Hikhikhik. (ketawa ayu) Memang the best lah tadi, terserempak dengan Cha Chi Soo Malaya. Hekhek. Tahu tak Cha Chi Soo tuh sape? Nak tahu? Tunggu sampai kau habis baca nate ni dulu yeowww!! Mamat ni dari cerita Flower Boys Over Ramyun Shop. Ce cari e? Ha. Memang siot lah muka budak ni. Memang luar biasa der. Tak macam melayu langsung, tak tahu lah kalau kalau dia tuh memang bukan Melayu and some kind of exchange student ke kan? Tak ambil tahu lah pasal Cha Chi Soo sampai macam tuh. Dah la aku USHA dia macam tak puas hati. Aduh! Kang, dia fikir apa pulak. Sorry e, Cha Chi Soo Malaya. Aku memang disifatkan begitu. Erm..Kalau kau tak faham, try google lah e. Takder lah mkanya nak macam Cha Chi Soo 100%. Cuma bila terserempak tuh, Cha Chi Soo yang muncul dalam fikiran aku. Maklumlah, waktu tu aku tengah sembang sal benda alah tuh. Ha. Nak tengok muka Cha Chi Soo? hehe. 


P.S.: Sorry lah, aku tak tahu nama sebenar Cha Chi Soo UiTM tuh. (ngade kan)
P.S.: Erm. Nama pelakon tuh pun aku tak tahu...XPPP

Jung II-Woo (Cha Chi Soo)

Reality Always Hurts
Ain't It?

No LOVE...NO BerCINTA...

Kali ni aku terfikir bila ramai sangat yang tengah mempromosi relationship dowg at FaceBook and lain lain tempat lah ye. Best e promote promote nih? Nak cuba lah! (mak aii gediknyaa!) LOL. Gurau sajee...XDD Aku bukan bermaksud nak mengutuk orang lain. Maybe they have found their one true love, such as that in my opinion equals to their destined ONE. JoDoH. Ade paham, adik manis? Hekhek. Mungkin la kan? Aku cuma buat andaian je. Tak lah nak melampaui batas, OK? Korunk bahagia kan? Hubungan korunk ade tak macam suami isteri? p.s.: bukan yang malam pertama tu e. otak jangan ke situ. positif sikit.

Korunk sayangkan anak perempuan orang, bagi yang lelaki. Yang perempuan pulak sayangkan anak lelaki maybe kesayangan mak orang. Pernah terfikir tak? Ye. Ye. Ade yang cakap, "Ala biase la tu. Bercinta main main je kott." Aikkk. Stop Stop Stop. Kejap. Rewind... "Bercinta main main je kott?" "Biase la tu?" Cinta ni memang untuk dimainkan ke? Betul ke? Try brain blast macam Jimmy Neutron jap. Tengok balik sama ada betul atau tak.

15 minutes later.......

Kann? Told You So! Aku pun macam korunk jugak. Hanyut dalam ayat yang diwar warkan oleh pihak yang anonymous. Cinta waktu muda hanya untuk pengalaman. TOOT. Agak ar kan? Kalau macam tu, dulu dulu semua kena test dulu baru nak kahwin? Sebenarnya kita dah terpengaruh dengan propaganda barat, TAHUKAH ANDA? (XDD) I was affected by those words too, don't worry, you're not ALONE. Hitori ga ja nai! Wakarimasuka? Dulu aku pun ingat cinta tuh untuk pengalaman je. Pengalaman hape pun tak tahu. Pengalaman mengarut ade laa. Kann? Setuju tak? Kalau tak setuju tu, saya minta maaf banyak banyak lah, tak bermaksud nak menyinggung, just nak kongsi pengalaman.


Alright------ Dulu zaman kanak kanak ribena dulu a.k.a. sekolah menengah, aku pun bercintan cintun jugak. Sakan jugak cek. Not Proud of it, OK? Sekadar berkongsi cerita. Aku pun luluh la, pasrah lah, frust menonggeng lah, 10sen lah, etc. Semua pernah dah aku rasa. Memang benar kenyataan 1001 rasa tuh. Tapi langsung tak berbaloi, sebab aku tak belajar mengerti apa itu CINTA. Aku hanya belajar yang cinta dari bukan jodoh kita, bukan cinta but nafsu or maybe kegatalan sementara. MAybe la... and aku dapat tahu yang cinta ini milik Allah S.A.W. Kena tunggu je nak dapat. Aku belajar yang kita mesti la nak orang yang akan bersama dengan kita nanti or isteri or suami kita nanti hanyalah untuk kita, tak de nye bekas bekas. Bagi aku lah kan. JUST SPECIALLY FOR US. Kan? Ok. Mungkin ade hikmahnya dari segi aku berkawan tuh tapi kan. Ade setbacks nye. Pergaulan memang susah la nak dijaga. Nama pun bercinta, mesti la nafsu ade kan? (aku tak kata aku gatal) nak berdating lah ape lah. Dulu aku ingat ade bf ni memang sangat best lah tapi sekarang ni aku fikir ade suami memang lah sangat TERBAEEKK!! LOL. Cinta terhadap suami lagi best kan? Boleh syg syg tanpa batas. Boleh kita jaga dia. Boleh harapkan dia. macam macam lagi laa.

So, now keputusan aku ialah, NO LOVE, NO BERCINTA. Say YES to MARRIAGE, say YES to HUSBAND to be. hikhik. That's all... wink wink. ^_____^ Oh and Say YES to LOVE after MARRIAGE. Just like a video made by Dianah who was proposed by her fiancee..Try and check it if you haven't.

Stop Butting IN! PLEASE!!

Emphasizing on PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! This is my frickin' life. Ain't yours to begin with. And I don't have anything to do with you nor do I owe you anything. If I were to answer to anyone should I fail, ITS MY PARENTS. They're responsible for the frickin' me and no one else. So, I hereby plead you to not butting in anymore. Enough is enough. My head is full with my own matters and thanks to you and your very-so-not-helpful advise, I'm really considering the mental house right now. So to avoid those mishaps from happening, I advise you to stay away from me and please shut your pie hole from ever emitting any voices tho it should be important. Your voice seems so discreet but very murderous just like a high frequency sound that can react to animals, such as dog. In a frank sentence that even to be put that you frickin' can understand me, I HATE YOUR VOICE. Thank you so much for thoroughly interpreting this and saving this into your specialised memory since birth.