Too Bad

Sebenarnya untuk novel aku tuh aku masih belum sentuh atau create any ideas yet. Too lazy and too depressed about my weight and my body shape and my weight. Seriously, naik ya amat. Nak diet tapi teragak agak since food is my lover and ma fuel brader. You guys have any advice for me to keep fit? Please do comment. Need it like really really bad, majorly. Please dont give out crappy advice like you shud exercise and diet. Like dude! dont ya think I know? Specific advice please. Alright? Thanks, love ya. byeeee.

Later.....Very later.....

I will post this novel this end of the year since I do not have time to actually finish it in time. Hope you like it !

Aki Mika

If you try to read the name reversed, it will still read Aki Mika. Amazing, right? Yea, I know. I just fell in love with this name since I don’t know when but I love ‘em so damn much. I’m trying to write this new novel, titled, Aki Mika. It’s based on two very different people whose perspective differs than each other’s respectively. When they two met, things really start to stir up pretty quick. Kanazawa Akihiko has a very eerie interest on Matsuda Mika since their first encounter and weird preposition was made to Mika as so to keep her scholarship. Frightened by the fact that she is trapped and her apologies were not accepted, she had to subdue to his every command and whims. As she thought her life is over when it is just started, a very promising and interesting turn point of event might just convince her otherwise. What would be of this twisted fate of Mika’s? Why is she to be made target out of thousands of girls in the college? What are his real intentions? Might it be out of weird desires? Might it be because of a feeling that he might have developed throughout spending time with her? Well, keep on reading this new, interesting novel to find out.

Matsuda Mika

Age: 19

She was born into a very rich family but with tight and straight rules. She has an older brother, Matsuda Ryo. Her brother is very straight when it comes to her studies and future. Her father lets her brother arrange everything for her. She never wanted to do anything regarding business; all she wants to do in her life is play music. She has been playing the piano for 14 years and finally she was invited to a prestigious music school in Paris but her father declined her wish to further her studies there. Although she really wanted to go, she had to comply on her mother’s wishes to not go against her father and brother. Although she had to comply, she made her own plans of going to a university which had a music program. Without her father’s and brother’s knowledge, she went for the interview and passed with flying colours. She takes the course in International Business but knowing that she can still play piano at this school, she entered without hesitation.

Oguri Shun

Kanazawa Akihiko

Age: 21

Kanazawa Akihiko is the son of the founder and the director of a famous music school in Japan and collaboration with the university he is attending now. He is an excellent pianist but a tragedy that strokes him years ago made him quit playing. Since then, he has been keeping to himself a lot and avoided talking and hanging out with his friends. His father does not care too much of him that he does as he pleases most of the time. Mika’s arrival at the school causes a lot of internal conflict in him.

                                                              

 (Ikuta Toma)

Makito Natsu

Age: 21

Makito Natsu is the son of Director Kanazawa’s mistress, Makito Rui, a famous violinists. He straightly becomes Mika’s close friend when she arrives at that prestigious university. He holds a lot of secret from Mika. But, even he does not know that Kanazawa Akihiko is his brother. He learns to play violin at the age of 8 years old taught by her mother but he is more interested in the music of rock. He has a band named, Dark Future. It is consist of 5 members including him, Kaito Ken, Sanada Mio, Yama Toru, and Nishikado Mike which grew up in London.

Matsuda Ryo

Age: 24

Matsuda Ryo is the son of a large global company comprises of many network of companies throughout the world. Coming from such a sophisticated family, he had to throw away his passion and what he loves to do in complying with his father wishes. He has been studying abroad in the United States for 5 years and finally came back to work at the company becoming the heir to the company. He holds a lot of responsibility since his mother passed away 7 years ago. He had to take care of his little sister, Mika all by himself without his father’s help. With that, it makes him a very cold hearted person that only cares about the company and the future of his sister. He sent Mika to a well-known university majoring in business but Mika entered another university without his knowledge. What he is about to find out when he returns to Japan would shock him out of this oblivion.

Nikita Ayu

Age: 23

Nikita Ayu is a famous violinist who was shaped by Kanazawa Akihiko’s father, Kanazawa Hideshi. Nikita Ayu has known Kanazawa Akihiko all her life and she is his fiancée. Although Kanazawa Akihiko does not agree to this, Nikita Ayu still holds a great amount of feelings towards him. She is also Matsuda Ryo’s ex-girlfriend.

THE BAND:: DARK FUTURE

Nishikado Mike

Age: 23

Position: Drummer/singer/composer/leader

Kaito Ken

Age: 21

Position: Lead guitarist

Sanada Mio

Age: 19

Position: Bass/backup singer

Makito Natsu

Age: 21

Position: Lead Singer/Lead guritarist/song writer

Yamato Toru

Age: 20

Position: Lead guitarist/singer

Resuming.

I'm resuming my work of a novel that I did not get to finish before. I was busy with my studies here and did not have sufficient time to continue writing it. Therefore, after my final exam, I'm resuming my work and is determined to see through it till the end. Can't wait for the ending.

In ma MIND >>> ZzZzzzzz

Stars Twinkling In My Head

Truly, well kind of literally but not so sure of it now stars are twinkling in my head. All I can see now are Constitutional Monarchy, Federalism, Fundamental Liberties, YDPA Powers. Maybe I should teach all o u guys as my study. LOL. XDDD. See how messed up my head is right now? Truly and frankly, I hate studying. I love knowing stuff without actually having to revise too much stuff.

I need to rest.
God. Help me now. I really need help.

Words that I can't seem to forget. Which is a good thing since I'm not that good at memorizing.

Just A Story

Just A Story.......




Once upon a time, there was a girl. Her name was Ama. She was girl with full of feelings. Feelings that could make others affected by her feelings. Her feelings were very strong that one day something terrible happened. 


While she was making her way to the enchanted waterfall, she saw a strange backpack. She tried approaching it slowly by tiptoeing. Without her knowing, a guy came from behind and startled her with his deep, soothing voice. From that moment, it was like a fairy tale for her. She fell in love with him right away.


Days and months past and she is still in love with him. She never did once confessed her feelings to him. She is scared about what he might reply and she knows that she could never meet his expectations. So, she kept the feelings inside of her bottled up until one day she felt strange. A distance that she had never imagined. The guy was getting married to a girl next to her village. 


Her heart felt like it was falling onto the ground in pieces. Her tears started coming out with no stopping. Her chest felt like it was bursting out. Her whole body was shaking vigorously. Her heart was broken. Her spirit was broken too. The feelings that she conveyed when she was hurt affected the whole kingdom terribly. The king tried to find a way to cure the sadness that overwhelmed the kingdom but any effort was useless. 


One day, they found out that her strong, broken feelings were the cause and they tried to console her by promising her land, fortune, food, etc. But nothing could ever fix her broken heart. After that, they tried to find the cause of her sadness. They searched high low for the cause until the king's son came. The king's son went to her house to fix this problem. Unfortunately, when she looked up, it was the guy that she fell in love with. The feelings that she tried to cover up before could not be shielded anymore. She burst into tears and....








To be continued.....

Kepada yang berkenaan:-

Ok. Tak ada kaitan kali ni, just untuk aku, aku, dan aku.


Ke hadapan kepada yang berkenaan,


Assalamualaikum.
Aku ada pengakuan yang mahu dibuat tapi tidak diizini. Kenapa? Bagi aku habis cakap dulu. Dah lama mata ini memerhati, dah lama hati ini terpikat, dah lama jua kau di fikiran. Kepada yang berkenaan, ya, aku ada hati dekat kau. Perasaan dekat kau yang tak mampu untuk aku jelaskan. Perasaan ini biar jadi rahsia aku dan Abang Kacak dan Abang Semat sahaja. Kenapa aku tak mungkin menyatakan yang perasaan ini untuk kau? Simply sebab aku masih tidak layak untuk kau. Dengan keadaan aku sekarang ini tak mungkin aku mampu untuk meminta kau menerima aku. Keadaan aku yang agak teruk. *sory kalau nyampah.
Setiap manusia di muka bumi ini berhak yang terbaik, jadi kau pun adalah salah seorang dari kalangan itu. Aku juga mahukan yang terbaik untuk kau. Dan aku bukanlah yang terbaik untuk kau. Jika satu hari nanti aku sudah berubah menjadi insan dan muslimah yang lebih baik, yang aku rasa dapat menjadi yang terbaik untuk kau, akan aku luahkan perasaan aku kepada kau. Jika aku rasa aku mampu untuk menjaga kau, menjadi teman yang terbaik, perasaan ini tidak akan aku pendamkan lagi. Jika diizini kau masih belum tiada yang punya, Insya-Allah aku akan datang temankan kau. Bukan hanya untuk suka, tetapi untuk lebih ke arah alam itu itu. (pelik) Jadi, kepada yang berkenaan, jika mampu tunggulah daku, jika tidak, aku harap kau bahagia dengan yang terbaik buat mu.


Salam sayang dari Abang Macho. :))