Tuesday, 13 March 2012

Later.....Very later.....

I will post this novel this end of the year since I do not have time to actually finish it in time. Hope you like it !




Aki Mika
If you try to read the name reversed, it will still read Aki Mika. Amazing, right? Yea, I know. I just fell in love with this name since I don’t know when but I love ‘em so damn much. I’m trying to write this new novel, titled, Aki Mika. It’s based on two very different people whose perspective differs than each other’s respectively. When they two met, things really start to stir up pretty quick. Kanazawa Akihiko has a very eerie interest on Matsuda Mika since their first encounter and weird preposition was made to Mika as so to keep her scholarship. Frightened by the fact that she is trapped and her apologies were not accepted, she had to subdue to his every command and whims. As she thought her life is over when it is just started, a very promising and interesting turn point of event might just convince her otherwise. What would be of this twisted fate of Mika’s? Why is she to be made target out of thousands of girls in the college? What are his real intentions? Might it be out of weird desires? Might it be because of a feeling that he might have developed throughout spending time with her? Well, keep on reading this new, interesting novel to find out.








Matsuda Mika
Age: 19
She was born into a very rich family but with tight and straight rules. She has an older brother, Matsuda Ryo. Her brother is very straight when it comes to her studies and future. Her father lets her brother arrange everything for her. She never wanted to do anything regarding business; all she wants to do in her life is play music. She has been playing the piano for 14 years and finally she was invited to a prestigious music school in Paris but her father declined her wish to further her studies there. Although she really wanted to go, she had to comply on her mother’s wishes to not go against her father and brother. Although she had to comply, she made her own plans of going to a university which had a music program. Without her father’s and brother’s knowledge, she went for the interview and passed with flying colours. She takes the course in International Business but knowing that she can still play piano at this school, she entered without hesitation.



Oguri Shun


Kanazawa Akihiko
Age: 21
Kanazawa Akihiko is the son of the founder and the director of a famous music school in Japan and collaboration with the university he is attending now. He is an excellent pianist but a tragedy that strokes him years ago made him quit playing. Since then, he has been keeping to himself a lot and avoided talking and hanging out with his friends. His father does not care too much of him that he does as he pleases most of the time. Mika’s arrival at the school causes a lot of internal conflict in him.
                                                              









 (Ikuta Toma)
Makito Natsu
Age: 21
Makito Natsu is the son of Director Kanazawa’s mistress, Makito Rui, a famous violinists. He straightly becomes Mika’s close friend when she arrives at that prestigious university. He holds a lot of secret from Mika. But, even he does not know that Kanazawa Akihiko is his brother. He learns to play violin at the age of 8 years old taught by her mother but he is more interested in the music of rock. He has a band named, Dark Future. It is consist of 5 members including him, Kaito Ken, Sanada Mio, Yama Toru, and Nishikado Mike which grew up in London.




Matsuda Ryo
Age: 24
Matsuda Ryo is the son of a large global company comprises of many network of companies throughout the world. Coming from such a sophisticated family, he had to throw away his passion and what he loves to do in complying with his father wishes. He has been studying abroad in the United States for 5 years and finally came back to work at the company becoming the heir to the company. He holds a lot of responsibility since his mother passed away 7 years ago. He had to take care of his little sister, Mika all by himself without his father’s help. With that, it makes him a very cold hearted person that only cares about the company and the future of his sister. He sent Mika to a well-known university majoring in business but Mika entered another university without his knowledge. What he is about to find out when he returns to Japan would shock him out of this oblivion.




Nikita Ayu
Age: 23
Nikita Ayu is a famous violinist who was shaped by Kanazawa Akihiko’s father, Kanazawa Hideshi. Nikita Ayu has known Kanazawa Akihiko all her life and she is his fiancée. Although Kanazawa Akihiko does not agree to this, Nikita Ayu still holds a great amount of feelings towards him. She is also Matsuda Ryo’s ex-girlfriend.









THE BAND:: DARK FUTURE



Nishikado Mike
Age: 23
Position: Drummer/singer/composer/leader









Kaito Ken
Age: 21
Position: Lead guitarist












Sanada Mio
Age: 19
Position: Bass/backup singer














Makito Natsu
Age: 21
Position: Lead Singer/Lead guritarist/song writer
















Yamato Toru
Age: 20
Position: Lead guitarist/singer






Friday, 9 March 2012

Resuming.

I'm resuming my work of a novel that I did not get to finish before. I was busy with my studies here and did not have sufficient time to continue writing it. Therefore, after my final exam, I'm resuming my work and is determined to see through it till the end. Can't wait for the ending.

Wednesday, 7 March 2012

In ma MIND >>> ZzZzzzzz


Tuesday, 6 March 2012

Stars Twinkling In My Head

Truly, well kind of literally but not so sure of it now stars are twinkling in my head. All I can see now are Constitutional Monarchy, Federalism, Fundamental Liberties, YDPA Powers. Maybe I should teach all o u guys as my study. LOL. XDDD. See how messed up my head is right now? Truly and frankly, I hate studying. I love knowing stuff without actually having to revise too much stuff.

I need to rest.
God. Help me now. I really need help.

Words that I can't seem to forget. Which is a good thing since I'm not that good at memorizing.


Monday, 20 February 2012

Just A Story

Just A Story.......




Once upon a time, there was a girl. Her name was Ama. She was girl with full of feelings. Feelings that could make others affected by her feelings. Her feelings were very strong that one day something terrible happened. 


While she was making her way to the enchanted waterfall, she saw a strange backpack. She tried approaching it slowly by tiptoeing. Without her knowing, a guy came from behind and startled her with his deep, soothing voice. From that moment, it was like a fairy tale for her. She fell in love with him right away.


Days and months past and she is still in love with him. She never did once confessed her feelings to him. She is scared about what he might reply and she knows that she could never meet his expectations. So, she kept the feelings inside of her bottled up until one day she felt strange. A distance that she had never imagined. The guy was getting married to a girl next to her village. 


Her heart felt like it was falling onto the ground in pieces. Her tears started coming out with no stopping. Her chest felt like it was bursting out. Her whole body was shaking vigorously. Her heart was broken. Her spirit was broken too. The feelings that she conveyed when she was hurt affected the whole kingdom terribly. The king tried to find a way to cure the sadness that overwhelmed the kingdom but any effort was useless. 


One day, they found out that her strong, broken feelings were the cause and they tried to console her by promising her land, fortune, food, etc. But nothing could ever fix her broken heart. After that, they tried to find the cause of her sadness. They searched high low for the cause until the king's son came. The king's son went to her house to fix this problem. Unfortunately, when she looked up, it was the guy that she fell in love with. The feelings that she tried to cover up before could not be shielded anymore. She burst into tears and....








To be continued.....

Sunday, 19 February 2012

Kepada yang berkenaan:-

Ok. Tak ada kaitan kali ni, just untuk aku, aku, dan aku.


Ke hadapan kepada yang berkenaan,


Assalamualaikum.
Aku ada pengakuan yang mahu dibuat tapi tidak diizini. Kenapa? Bagi aku habis cakap dulu. Dah lama mata ini memerhati, dah lama hati ini terpikat, dah lama jua kau di fikiran. Kepada yang berkenaan, ya, aku ada hati dekat kau. Perasaan dekat kau yang tak mampu untuk aku jelaskan. Perasaan ini biar jadi rahsia aku dan Abang Kacak dan Abang Semat sahaja. Kenapa aku tak mungkin menyatakan yang perasaan ini untuk kau? Simply sebab aku masih tidak layak untuk kau. Dengan keadaan aku sekarang ini tak mungkin aku mampu untuk meminta kau menerima aku. Keadaan aku yang agak teruk. *sory kalau nyampah.
Setiap manusia di muka bumi ini berhak yang terbaik, jadi kau pun adalah salah seorang dari kalangan itu. Aku juga mahukan yang terbaik untuk kau. Dan aku bukanlah yang terbaik untuk kau. Jika satu hari nanti aku sudah berubah menjadi insan dan muslimah yang lebih baik, yang aku rasa dapat menjadi yang terbaik untuk kau, akan aku luahkan perasaan aku kepada kau. Jika aku rasa aku mampu untuk menjaga kau, menjadi teman yang terbaik, perasaan ini tidak akan aku pendamkan lagi. Jika diizini kau masih belum tiada yang punya, Insya-Allah aku akan datang temankan kau. Bukan hanya untuk suka, tetapi untuk lebih ke arah alam itu itu. (pelik) Jadi, kepada yang berkenaan, jika mampu tunggulah daku, jika tidak, aku harap kau bahagia dengan yang terbaik buat mu.


Salam sayang dari Abang Macho. :))

Saturday, 18 February 2012

Pencarian Calon di Waktu Pembelajaran

Apa kata anda jika saya nyatakan yang pencarian calon teman hidup di waktu belajar di universiti adalah amat digalakkan? Adakah anda ingin bangkang mahu pun bersetuju? Jom tengok dulu argument saya.




Actually lah kan. Tak salah pun kalau nak cari calon waktu belajar di U. Ianya sangat lah digalakkan. Oleh my mother lah especially nya. (ok tak de kena mengena) Ada banyak kebaikannya tahu tak? Keburukannya lagi lah. But not because of that fact alone. Keburukan ni selalunya datang dari manusia itu sendiri. Faham tak? >.<
Ok. Bercerita tentang kebaikan nih, memanglah korang tersangatlah nak dengar, bukan? Memang la, dah nama pun kebaikan terhadahp something yang korang suka kan? Haa. Lepas ni cepat je korang buka blog aku nih bak nak tunjuk dekat father and mother korang, "Mak, ayah! Acik dah tengok blog ni. Dia setuju la dengan cari calon awal awal. tengok la tengok la." Ehem ehem. HOI!!! Aku bukan suruh korang jadikan apa yang aku bakal ceritakan nih sebagai reference untuk korang pujuk mak ayah korang. Aku just nak inform and suruh korang sedar. Itu je. Tak pasal pasal aku dijadikan mangsa tuduhan "menghasut anak anak kami". Memang free lah aku kena kan. Haa. So, tolong la e, jangan. Baca and jadikan sebagai pengajaran je. OK? Thank you very much for your sincere cooperation. :)


Ok. First and foremost. >>>> Mak saya cakap, waktu kerja nanti mungkin susah nak cari calon.


First first, aku condemn gila kenyataan yang mak aku kasi tuh. Dalam fikiran, 'Ade ke mak aku cakap macam tuh. Ey, tak logik lah. Dulu lain pula ceritanya. Sekarang? Haii. Berubah pulak pendapat mak aku nih? Pelik je bunyik nye.' Kalau korang? Pelik tak? Setelah aku fikirkan berkali kali dan kesekiannya amat lah lama. Baru aku faham maksud mak aku tuh. Aku dah meningkat besar dan mungkin di waktu U ini aku akan jumpa manusia yang berjenis. Yes. Manusia yang berjenis. Well, tak nak lah stereotype kan. So, di sini maybe ada yang boleh boleh la dijadikan calon teman hidup. Emphasizing, CALON sahaja. Aku tak suruh kau kahwin pun. And, mak aku juga ade betol nya jugak. Nanti dah kerja susah sikit nak berjumpa dengan yang sesuai, mungkin. Dan dah sibuk dengan kerja. Sebab tu lah bila dah kerja selalunya kahwin dengan sweetheart kampung je. Faham tak?




Secondly, >>>> Di sini teramatlah banyak calon.


Memang banyak. Terlalu banyak. Bagi yang lelaki sampai rambang mata. Macam nak je semuanya dijadikan calon kan? Maklumlah kini perempuan makin ramai dari lelaki. Mananya tak perempuan dijadikan madu, ye tak nye kan? Lelaki handsome teramatlah ramai. *bukan hanya dari rupa, dari segi brains and personality jugak. Kau nak pilih boleh pilih macam ikan je. Ha. Tengok je hari hari nak yang mana. Kan?




Thirdly, >>>> Senang nak rapat.


Senang je nak rapat dengan calon calon korang. Dah nama pun jumpa hari hari. Nak kenal hati budi pun senang. Betul tak? 




Fourthly, >>>> Waktu yang sesuai.


Waktu yang sesuai, mungkin. Waktu untuk kita 'grow up' mungkin. Tapi jangan lah sampaikan asyik nak cari calon sampaikan pelajaran terabai. Assignment tak siap, presentation tak siap, test tak pergi. Exam tak study. Calon mana yang sudi nak kat korang kan? Ye. Ini cuma sekadar informing sahaja. Jangan kau nak salahkan aku pulak.






Ok. Cari calon, cari la juga tapi jangan sampaikan lupa mak ayah kat kampung, kat rumah. Nak prove sangat yang korang tuh calon yang sesuai, yang agak matang, dikeluarkannya duit mak ayah kau nak buktikan. Aduhai. Itu bukan duit kau lah. Duit mak bapak hengkau!  Sentiasa ingat parents, sentiasa ingat baik buruk setiap yang kau lakukan itu. Jangan membuta tuli je baca. Baca sikit je post aku dah nak sokong tak tentu hala. Ha. Segala fallacies kau hentam guna. Last last aku jelah authority yang kau gunakan untuk support kau punya claim dekat mak ayah kau. Tak pasal pasal aku jadi kambing hitam kat sini. This is just information. Kau boleh fikir, ada akal fikiran. Buat apa kalau ada saja tak nak guna. Guna lah untuk fikirkan baik buruk benda nih.


Bak kata roommate aku, "Cinta itu indah jika manusia pandai untuk membimbingnya"


Memang tersangatlah betul.




p.s//: Aku sebenarnya ade test esok nih. Hehe. Gatal nak berblog malam ni jugak sebab terlalu nervous. and btw. maggi aku dah kembang semangkuk. Tak lalu aku tengok. Sdeyh...:((